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Saturday, December 30, 2006
i love my brother. despite his "i-dont-care-ness" and the "why dont you just leave me alone" look on his face, he's aware of what's going around him and cares about it, just that he doesnt show it often. he was going to play tennis then go for some gathering and he saw me sitting on my bed. i dont know why i just felt like really sad all of a sudden. so he came in, stood beside me and gave me a hug. and asked me whether i wanted him to stay at home because jie went for jc class gathering and mummy and daddy went for some dinner. his friend called and he said he would give the game and gathering a miss. he wouldnt have gone if not for the fact that i called his friend up and told him he would reach there in 30 minutes. =D and before he left he told me to call him if anything happened lol. and a few weeks back when i got from unleash on monday late afternoon and was preparing to go for zion's youth camp and this happened.
kor: eh peiling you're going for camp again tomorrow?
me: yeah why? miss me arh? [gives a big grin]
kor: crazy girl. [walks off]
a few hours later...
kor: hey peiling, yes.
me: huh yes what?
kor: yes to your previous question.
me: ehh you could have told me just now right! i just ate finish my papaya because i thought you didnt want it. you mean evil pok.
kor: no way, i dont want your papaya.
me: then what question?
kor: i mean yes i will miss you you stupid girl.
me: awww. that's so sweet of you. here's a big hug for you you cutie boy.
and i said so much because my point is that i think he'll make a good boyfriend, except that he may end up like those sad guys in shows who dont know how to show their love for people and end up crying over the girl. hahah.
and i just realised that 2 years from now [2008], if jie goes overseas which she most probably will i dont think trying smu for another term will make her want to stay there. and kor goes for ns, i'll be the only kid in the house and i'll feel so lonely. and as much as i want jie to go overseas because of course LSE's better than smu by like a thousand and one times, part of me wants her to stay in smu because if she goes it'll mean 1. no more room mate 2. no more seeing her everyday 3. no one to bully 4. one less person to play with me and kor will be busy preparing for his As 5. one less person to go to when i need help with schoolwork and a lot more things. but that's really long later, but time flies doesnt it.
went to ecp with brandon jon elaine yixin gengyu char and bryan today. we went cycling, splashed around in the sea, attempted to climb really tall trees, screamed "hello my name is ah zhu" to random people, created a short bollywood style clip and did a lot of crazy things. bryan's high 24/7. he comes up with all kinds of weird experiments like whether a mentos can skip on water better than ricola and other crazy stuff.
going for zion's watchnight service tomorrow. then zao-ing for the choc party and stayover and movie screening i cant wait! and the best thing is that it's free! marcus comes up with the best ideas ever man. =D
simplicity.
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peiling
30 march
christian
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